Young Folks

THE SONG THAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR, the song that I've heard in many many TV shows/movies/advertisements, the song that fits perfectly with ALMOST EVERY EMOTION. The song that I fell in love with the minute I heard it, the song that just captured my heart. That's Peter, Bjorn and John's Young Folks. AHHHHHHHH!!! HAHAHA! I was actually watching Gossip Girl Season 1 all over again, during the first episode, the first few minutes, they played the 'whistle' song and I was like, OK, if only I had this song, I've been hearing it almost everywhere and I remember it was played in this episode of GG.
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Then, I did some researching, like, literally going to Internet Movie Database and searching for Gossip Girl, then looking at the FAQs, and then I stumbled upon the website where they displayed ALL THE SONGS that has ever been played on Gossip Girl, be it, for a perfect scene, or for parties in the show. Then, I found the song. It didn't take me quite a long time to find the song because they arranged the displayed songs according to the episode, like what song played first in the episode, what played second. It was really useful, if you want to website in a snap, just ask me! LOL! Anyway, I watched another 4 more episodes of GG S1, I'm like finished with 11, I went to watch the last episode of GG Season 2 again and it was damn nice and the ending was still heartwarming. The 24th episode was nice too! LOL!
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I can't wait for Season 3 of Gossip Girl. HAHAHAHA. And I watched the first episode of True Blood. Uhhh.. what the hell? HAHAHA, there were like SEX SCENES in the episode and vulgarities and I was like, "No wonder they didn't play this in Singapore". True Blood's a story about vampires that finally 'came out of the coffin', as in they revealed their existence to the society and they were being accepted in society. X-Men's Rouge, Anna Paguin, is the main actress, Sookie Stockhouse or something-House. LOL. You can watch the first episode on www.cucirca.com if you're feeling horny -- and, vampirish.
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Anyway, had 2 plates of Baked Chicken with Cheese, 3 nuggets on a stick, and a plate of Chicken spaghetti (who knew there would be more baked chicken in my spaghetti), all these were my FAVOURITES at church. After church, I would ALWAYS buy Baked Chicken. IT WAS SIMPLY THE BEST. HAHAHA! It was a really long time since I ate Baked Chicken, now when I try it, my Dad told me their contract's gonna be over and that means they won't be selling at Expo anymore! I MUST TRACK THE STALL DOWN.
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LOL. Alright, TOMORROW THE HOLIDAYS COMMENCE! To all who aren't 'O' Levellers, you'll be celebrating to the fullest, to those who are, you'll be taking your MT (or most of you) examinations, I wish you all the best and may the words come to you like it comes to you in English. To my closest friends, Jasmine, Gladys, Jameson, Atikah, good luck and all the best! As for me, I'll be... probably slacking. I guess. From Tuesday to Friday, I'll be having remedials from 8.30 am all the way till noon. Which means, my Study Plan for the first week is probably screwed. Next Sunday, would be going to Kovan with Jasmine and maybe her mum as well, and my mum to register for Maths tuition at Mavis!
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On Saturday, I'll be having NO TUITION! The subsequent week would be, TOTAL BLISS, weekdays = STUDY. Well, maybe I could use Friday as my shopping day to shop for stuffs that are for travelling. Saturday, tuition, perhaps? Thursday would be my make-up lessons to make up for Sunday as I would be going GENTING. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Yes, I'm not kidding! YW and Lynn gave me a LOT OF RECOMMENDATION AND TIPS when going to Genting and KL. AHHHHHHHHHH SO EXCITED! BYEEE!

Favourite Makan Places 2009

Chicken Rice: Maxwell Market near Chinatown
Nasi Briyani: Ang Mo Kio
Bak Kut Teh: Whampoa
Laksa: Katong 328
Curry Rice: Joo Chiat
Curry Chicken Rice: Queensway
Dim Sum: Geylang
Chicken Porridge: Ang Mo Kio
Wanton Noodles: Redhill, Kovan, Orchard
Kway Chap: Toa Payoh
Prawn Mee Noodles: Toa Payoh

HAHAHA, now all of you can be romantic and go around Singapore and buy me my favourite food!

Saturday's Curry

Evening, everybody! The second day of my weekends wasn't so bad, had tuition, which was surprisingly fun because I get to diss the tutor for the last time -- even if I didn't even make friends. After all, I didn't intend to make friends with the people there because either they were too suck-ups or too nerdy or both, but some are okay. Oh well, I'm finally not going to Orchard for tuition anymore. Few things I'll miss, TOWN, frequent visits to Watsons (one of my favourite stores) and Carrefour (random occasions), and just.. the sight of town. Few things I have gotten over and done with, having to worry about what to wear, the so-called long journey and the boredom having to wait for the tuition to end.
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After tuition, went to meet up with LYNN! We met at Queenstown MRT. HAHAHA, ok lah, I admit I was a little bit lost because I don't always go to the East side of Singapore, and the stations look alien to me, so I was pestering Lynn to finding out where Queenstown was. HAHAHA! We met, we took a bus down to Queensway Shopping Centre which is just around Ikea, we had CURRY CHICKEN RICE AND IT WAS THE BESTTTTTTTTTT. OMG OMG OMG OMG. I THINK I'M SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO THEIR CURRY. I even had curry chicken for dinner just now. LOL! I wanna try the curry rice again!
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So after that, Lynn and I went to walk around the shopping mall and I was mentally listing down the things I wanted to buy: $20 Life Spirit pouch, $80 school bag (suitable for laptops too!), some lip studs (and WHEN AM I EVER GONNA PIERCE. HAHAHA!), thousands of curry chicken rice packets and oh, those $10 shirts. I already asked my Mom for 200 ringgits. I'm still aiming to get S$200 to spend 400 ringgits in Genting and Kuala Lumpur! The hotels we'd be staying at is First World (heard it sucks and damn small) and Swiss Garden (at KL)! HAHAHA, I'm looking forward to the shopping in KL and the eating and theme-parking in Genting!
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HAHA! Anyway, we headed to Anchorpoint to walk around and then, Lynn and her friend Hui Wen went off while I went home for tuition! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO GENTING AND KL. OH, IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY TIPS AND RECOMMENDATIONS, DO DROP ME A MAIL OR LEAVE A TAG (eugenesyn@live.com.sg), THANK YOU!

It's My 12th 100th Post Anniversary

I've taken many posts from my previous blog, it's so called my 12th 100th Post anniversary. But for this day, I've decided to compile on my posts, it seems a little sad because the first 100th post anniversary, I was scolded by Ms Yvonne in Secondary One. HAHAHA. On the second 100th anniversary, I witnessed my elder brother doing the POP (P-something Out Parade) and complaining about my parents. On my 3rd 100th post anniversary, it was something about some said chalet but it wasn't actually successful in a sense, the plan was cancelled and some horrible typing. Don't ask me about my 4th Post Anniversary, it was the crappiest post! I sounded like Daryl Lim when I published that post. SERIOUSLY. LOL. On my 5th 100th post anniversary, at that time, I was actually working at Burger King and I said I would wish to work at BK till I'm 16. Guess that dream didn't work out, did it? HAHAHAHA!
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I also said some things like how Gladys and I remembered seeing the DM, ok, the DM scolding us (back then we were havoc) and then his fake dentures dropped out of his teeth and he was desperately trying to prevent it from falling down. HAHAHA, when he bent downwards to pick up his dentures, we were already AM-CHIOING (means like, you are on the verge of laughing), then he was damn embarrassed when he got up, so he like gave some last-minute talk and quickly sent us back to spare him the embarrassment. That was CLASSIC. LOL.
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HAHA on my 6th 100th post anniversary, it was said Jasmine, Gladys and I were planning on changing our hairstyles and like making deals with each other to whatever with our hair. LOL, that was in Sec 3.
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My uh, 7th Anniversary post was some pictures of my cat, Kitty, playing with her McDonald's paper bag, which she looked really really adorable! I MISS HER A LOT. Then there's a picture of my with my TYPICAL McSpicy order. LOL. That was when Britney Spears released her first single Gimme More ever since the MENTAL BREAKDOWN. I respect her for her ups-and-downs but back then, I detested her. I was still working at Burger King, in which, I had no other job to apply and I was in desperate need for cash, so I decided to join back again. When I read that post, I was reminded of the fun I had in BK, how my friend Wendy and I would steal Iced Milo and some chicken wings from the kitchen and binge on them as fast as we could before the manager comes. It was seriously funny. How Hui Min and I used to ESCAPE from BK and slack outside among those stairs at Marina Square and we would get scolded by our Filipino manager. It was the BOMB. I always loved working at town areas, because after work, I get to see the beautiful city lights, get immersed in the crowd, enjoy the LIFE there.
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It may be a little Gossipy Girly here because Serena lives in the city in The Palace hotel (and I SO ENVY HER FORTUNE) and it's like her HOUSE. It's like... if I live in like Swissotel like, it's my HOME, I'd be... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY. I'm a very materialistic guy, I admit. But, seriously, I envy life living at the hotel. It's like Suite Life of Zack And Cody! I have ALWAYS got a thing for town, it's like, one of my FAVOURITE places of Singapore. I could sit down, watch people in their horrible clothes like mine, look at facial expressions, the natural downturn of their smiles, the honks and just sitting there. Although, that has never happened since I took a vow to complete my 'O' Levels this year.
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So anyway, my 7th was around the time when I was 11 days away from going to Melbourne! Yes, if you ask me, so far the 7th 100th post anniversary has been the most memorable. It even brought a smile to my face when I read it. Soooo, my 8th was DEPRESSING, just like a couple of days' ago. I had a major hair malfunction and I had no choice but to shave my head like CREW CUT. It was like bald but not shiny-spot bald. Remind me why I didn't choose to shave my head a few days ago.
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Anyway, back then I was 45 kg, and I'm 50 kg now, and, woopee at least that's a great achievement in gaining weight. *rolls eyes* I want to gain 10 KG!!! I WANT TO WEIGH 60 KG NOW. I used to say I just wanted to gain a couple of kilograms more and I wouldn't be severely underweight but now I want more! MUAHAHAHA. So if I'm going to gain weight, I WOULD HAVE TO PLAN SOME SERIOUS DIET! I'll plan tomorrow -- Sunday. HAHAHA as for my 8th, it was the day Gladys and I (I think we skipped school) went to Sentosa and the day I bought my Sims 2 game! Oh, we also made fun of a group of people through our videos! HAHAHA!
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As for my 9th, it was a rough day during that time. Apparently, I watched 12 Lotus with YW (we're OK now, although he's been REALLY ANNOYING) and he insisted I should come, and I wasn't really in the mood for these sort of gala premieres thingy, like, ooh meet Royston Tan, NO. I wasn't up for that. So, in the end, I eventually came along, but after that whole thing, the next day, I found out, in-my-face, that he said he regretted bringing me along. So, there was yet another quarrel. Oh oh oh, my 10th was the best moment of my life. Apparently, it was so-called a promotion, but I didn't call it a promotion, because it was merely a change of environment at Carrefour. I was trained as a Cashier and then my ex-boss decided to put me as Central Cashier, where I DON'T SCAN SHITSTUFFS, but I handly LARGE AMOUNTS of cash, like literally up to $5k, and yeah, it was a disclosed office, I had my fair share of wonderful experiences and some catastrophes, I was constantly monitored but who cares, I walked around in my office without shoes, I did TONS OF PAPERWORK. I took care of belongings, I changed money, I handled money, I sent documents to the headquarters, I was in charge of sales. It was one of the best jobs I had. The only problem was that, I HAD to be constantly inside that room. Leaving it would mean certain consequences, but of course, not getting fired.
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Another problem was that, my social life broke down, I was always working, I had no time to catch up with my friends, I woke up a couple of hours before work, got ready, after work, it would be around 2 am, I would go home, surf the Internet for a short while, go to sleep, the cycle continued. It wasn't that much of a joy after 2 months, I got bored, I got lonely, my friends went home earlier than me, there were some who stayed with me, like Jonathan, May Tian... It was a tough life. After that, I opted for cashiering again. It was great going back but I still missed Central Cashiering. Both jobs were my favourite.
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Oh and my 10th was the day I was forced to remove my blog! But, it was the day Gladys and I had McDonald's breakfast on a school day and we came in late for school. HAHAHA! It was also the girls' Interhouse Badminton. My 11th, well, it's just this. On a Saturday. Happy 11th 100th post Anniversary, Eugene's Blog. I've grown with this blog, I've published posts sunshines and hurricanes, I grew up, from a childish young pre-teen, to a childish teenager who is about to step into the world of adults. Or so it seems. I have gained friends and lost friends in the process, I have had my fair share of unfairness, ironically. I certainly loved things that I have lost interest in at this moment. But, there's one thing I have learnt, that is, to be myself. I've learnt from many experiences that dragged me away from myself, causing plenty amount of confusion and stress. I know I am definitely myself and I know I'm not someone's shadow. Because, I'm Eugene Syn. I'm not... that person's friend. I hope you guys would learn from this 12th 100th post anniversary post that there are things you will face, there are things you have to move on from.
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Not just for the sake of everyone, but for the sake of yourself and your own happiness. It certainly would PUSH everything out of your way if you just be who you really are. That's what I've learnt. Once again, it's been a fruitful period, blogging on my 12th anni. THANK YOU!
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(This post was actually typed out on Friday, 29th May and scheduled to be posted at 3 p.m.)

Thai, Biatch, Thai!

MY FAVOURITE DISH OF ALL: Chicken with prawn meat with lemon sauce and mayonnaise!
Prawncake!!! LOVE IT!
What's Thai food without PINEAPPLE RICE?
AND WHAT'S THAI FOOD WITHOUT TOM YAM. THE BEST IN SINGAPORE, it was like how it tasted back when I went Thailand in 2005!

Some wrapped chicken!

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SO I DIDN'T GO SCHOOL TODAY. I said my hair wasn't nice, right?! LOL! I watched the first 6 episodes of Gossip Girl Season 1 again! HAHAHA, all of them changed a lot except for Dan Humphrey's hair. Anyway, Gladys sent me a MMS and I went to check it out and it was actually my report card. Get this: I have 3 Cs and 2 Bs. EUGENE NEVER GETS THIS TYPE OF RESULTS SINCE HE BECAME MAGICALLY SMART!!! IT WAS DEPRESSING! Anyway, YES, MY BROTHER'S LEAVE HAS BEEN APPROVED, WHICH MEANS, I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GOING TO GENTING AND KUALA LUMPUR! I heard the Perjaya Times Square has LOTS OF THINGS to shop at! I'M BUYING LOTS OF STUFFS THERE MAN. I asked my dad for S$200 (which would be 400 ringgit) already! HAHAHA. I CAN'T WAIT!!! JUST TWO WEEKS MORE! But, so little time, I have to get SO MANY THINGS DONE before this short trip! 4 days, leh! LOL! Alright alright, I'll get going. My 12th 100th anniversary post is done! It's scheduled to be published by 3 p.m, so no worries, by 3 pm, you'll definitely get to see the post. Hope it's not too boring! But since when does Eugene care right? HAHAHA!

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HAVE FUN DURING WEEKENDS AND GOOD LUCK TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS WHO WOULD BE NON-STOP REVISING FOR MT 'O' LEVEL PAPER ON MONDAY! Bye! =D
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PS: THIS IS THE CUTEST THING ALIVE AND I WANT THIS! Plus, XiaXue blog looks nice!

Vacation For The Sorrowful

WOOO! HAD THAI FOOD. WILL POST THE PICTURES TOMORROW. Anyway, just went to book a trip! We didn't really BOOK yet, we reserved it because my elder brother's leave hasn't been approved yet, so IDK what happens if rejected, but if it's approved, it's said I would be leaving for Genting in the wee hours of the morning at 6 am! We would be at Genting for two days, two nights! Then, we would go Kuala Lumpur's Perjaya Times Square Mall (I think that's the name), so we would be like living at some First World Hotel at Genting, some high-class hotel at KL! I would be back like (depart from Singapore on 14th June) 17th June at night! So no blogging, people! LOL. I guess.
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So that means, it's like, 1D1N + 1D1N + 1D1N + 1D1N + 1D, oooh, looks like it's gonna be 5 days 4 nights. HAHAHA, I thought it was 4 days 3 nights. Anyway, I CAN'T WAIT!!! HAHAHAHA! I'm so happy! I saw the Corkscrew roller coaster on the brochure and I was like, "I'M SO TAKING THAT!". HAHAHAHA, and you'll hear about my experience when I come back! I'll have to organize a list of what to bring and buy, tomorrow. BYE EVERYONE! Oh yes, I think I won't be blogging tomorrow, since it won't be fair for tomorrow if I blog tonight. Why? Because on Saturday's my 100th post anniversary! HAHAHA! Excluding my previous blog! My previous blog had like 1, 177 posts in total. All the way back since Secondary One. No one's reading it due to some consequences.
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LOL. If you guys don't know, I was actually ordered to remove posts that contained defamation or some crap about people I said, so I 'privatised' my blog and NO ONE'S READING IT EXCEPT FOR ME, I SWEAR. So this blog is like so called my LATEST blog this year, that I've been loyal too for the first time in so many sequel-blogs. Like, I created so many other blogs, either for exploration or just for purposes that died, and I didn't use them. HAHAHA, to commemorate my 100th post anniversary, (yes, it's a special date, so screw you if you're laughing! Because if you call this date idiotic, you're idiotic too, cos you're reading an idiot's post and if I'm an idiot, you're an idiot) I've decided to do a SPECIAL POST! Everything has to be done tomorrow. That is why I'm taking Urgent Leave from school. HAHAHA.
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16 more days to Genting Highlands & Kuala Lumpur! HAHAHA! So far, Atikah has taught me, "Berapa harga ini, cik?", and I've learnt from other people, "Kau nak makan apa?", HAHA, I think it's from Atikah too, IDK! BYEEEE.

Black Or White, Wait, Can I Choose Both?

Now, as I look at these pictures, how I regret cutting my hair...

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PS, I LOVE APPLE PIE. And yes, once Medium (Largest cup size -- not the cup you're thinking you perv!) Iced Milo is equivalent to THREE cups.

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School was death. Thank God Gladys, Jameson and Jasmine came to accompany me during recess.

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I WENT FOR A HAIRCUT TODAY AND I SWEAR I HATE IT TO THE MAX!!! I LOOK DAMN KIDDISH AND I LOOK LIKE I'M GOING TO DIE. OMG. I WANNA DIE. AHHHHHHH. MY HAIR'S RUINED. MY LIFE'S GOING TO BE RUINED. I'M GOING TO BE SO DEAD. I HATE MY HAIR!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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Anyway, that was because I hate Ah Bengs. Jasmine, Jameson, Gladys and I were supposed to go to J & Jas for me to cut my hair, but a pack of Ah Bengs were there and I was totally TURNED OFF. So I was like, "SIAN!". If only I could have JUST freaking gone in, right?! UGGGGGGH.

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So I went to this salon, I thought, OK, since he trimmed Gladyses' hair to be nice, I thought, why don't I let him touch my nice hair. FARRRRRRRCIKAK, he's so not confident, he kept asking questions, he kept being so rebellious like, "Didn't you say you wanted "V" shape?", "Well, I'LL GIVE YOU A 'V' SHAPE, and that's someone's VAGINA!!!". Uh, no. I didn't say that.

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But still!!! The point was this, he was unprofessional, he was not confident, he was lazy, he was THE WORST OF EVERY HAIRSTYLIST I HAVE EVER MET. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I freaking said I wanted to keep my sideburn, HE FLUCKING CUT IT AWAY. MY WHOLE MONTH WAITING FOR IT TO GROW LONG WAS WASTED. And he said it wasn't called a sideburn PLUS he said "It wasn't nice if my hair would to be that short and have a sideburn", FLUCK YOU AND YOUR FLUCKING TASTE. I know it would be nice and I've had my hair cut short before with a long sideburn, so you're in no position to tell me whether I would look nice or not.

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PLUS!!! YOU FREAKING CUT AWAY MY SIDEBURN, how am I supposed to keep the other sideburn?! I'M NOT GONNA KEEP ONE SIDEBURN AND THE OTHER ONE'S NOTHING. I HATE HIM I HATE HIM FREAKING HATE HIM. Nabuey. Then before the whole catastrophe, I actually asked him to wash my hair because I had WAX, and how could you cut if you had WAX clumping all your hair up? HE SAID, "No need lah". WAHHHH. PHUAAA DENG DENG!

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I HATE MY HAIR. I'M NEVER GOING TO THAT SALON EVER EVER EVER AGAIN. I LOOK LIKE A FLUCKING SEC ONE. I AM UGLY AND I LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT. THIS IS MY WORST PERIOD AND TO HAVE SOMETHING AS FUGLY AS MY HAIR COME IN, IT'LL BE SO DISASTROUS. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MY HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

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I'M GONNA FREAKING SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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I WANNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH!!!

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WHY DID I EVEN CHOOSE TO GO THAT SALON?!!!?!?!?!!?!?!? WHY DIDN'T I JUST GOOOOOOOOOOOO J & JAS, I'M THE STUPIDEST DUMBEST IDIOTICEST PERSON ALIVE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

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Oh well, this gives me another good excuse not to go to school tomorrow. Love you guys. =D

My First Facebook War

First war outbreak on Facebook, in my world. LOL. Apparently, you guys know Ms Noreen's leaving and we planned a farewell for her but exams had to get in the way of everything, but three students from our class had to actually keep this dinner to themselves and enjoy to themselves and bid farewell to Ms Noreen among them three.

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I know right now it appears I'm being childish but, what the hell right? So, I commented.

Apparently, Daryl Lim deleted all his comments but a printscreen is faster than deleting, don't you think? HAHAHA. I'm sorry if you can't click on the photos, you'll have to use your eyes or I could send you the photos. It'll be clearer.

What's wrong with him and his laughing in the middle of a serious argument?
So, I guessed he was being sarcastic as usual, in class I know he always talk like he's pissed, the last part of the war (below), is when he totally shuts up. And after he was dissed, he deleted the photos to save face. Too bad, here's the photos!

And, I'm making my stand again, I think, based on this case, it's rude to leave people out of social gatherings, when everyone should be involved, no? But of course, maybe it's his revenge? HAHAHA. Because I remembered, when we went to Melbourne as a small group with some of our classmates, to bid farewell and have our memoirs printed, we took neoprints, and there was this one time when I didn't include Daryl Lim in some pictures. That evening, I walked in our room and he was gossiping about me saying I was such a bastard and not including him in those photos. Then I was like, "What bastard?". Stupidly, he tried to steer the conversation into another direction, making it like he was, "You lah, take pictures, leave people out!".

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But you all should know what he did to me in Melbourne too. Well, I apparently liked this girl, Pauline.

I actually noticed her in school before she was walking to the rendezvous point, then when she entered the room, I saw her, I thought OK, whoever was LUCKY enough to get her, I'd be envious. I totally didn't expect that I would get her as my buddy! It was so awesome and I was thrilled. Oh, and that was the picture of me with fringe. So you think I should go ahead with fringe? LOL. ANYWAY, yeah, during the days that I've spent with her, there were quite a few events that got me pissed. That was all due to Daryl Lim's fault.

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He would go near Pauline, flirt with her, tell her she's pretty and hugs her and holds her hand in front of my freaking face. Pauline and I had this AWKWARD silence, you know about the 'silence' theory right? So, while that, Daryl Lim was so jealous he did that and I was very pissed, okay. He not only did that to my girlfriend (eventually we got attached, but we all know, or maybe in my opinion, long distance relationships won't work out), he did that to Chin Kai's girlfriend (Vivian, another Vietnamese who was living in Australia, duh) and another girl, Laura. He liked ALL THREE, man.

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Everyone wasn't talking to him, we left him out, we ran away before he could follow us. We just LEFT HIM OUT. Back in Singapore, I confronted him and asked him what his problem was and why was he doing childish stuffs, he gave me one reply: "Oh I'm ugly that's why I'm like this", we get it, but you don't have to be a backstabber.

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After that, I never really liked him or never even talked to him. In class, I would sometimes insult him and I would sometimes diss him and he would be on the losing end (he always is when it comes to verbally fighting with me =D). Now, this Facebook War. It's not about Daryll Ong, even though it was actually in fact about him and the other two. But Daryll Ong apologized, then Daryl Lim had to add in his opinion. Then there were two other busybodies, Zhafri and Santos but hack care them! I have no idea who were they talking to or what were they implying but, there was enough going on my mind.

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So, that my friend, was the war between Daryl Lim and me.

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Tresharene had her period (it was actually chilli). HAHA, and during this catastrophe, she told me pitiful stories of ladies whose bottomwear cloths were stained. It's damn sad and at least there were people like Tresharene and her friend to tell this lady that her shorts were stained. She didn't even realise and people were looking at her, they didn't even bother to let her know. Makes me look down on my own nation, Singaporeans, wait, even FEMALES, don't help each other. If a guy friend loses his dignity in different means, I would definitely help. But we aren't as unlucky as the girls, but shouldn't we help each other out!?!!?! Damn pitiful lah when I heard the story.

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School was FUN. Someone said it was peaceful not having Tresharene and Eugene in school, to everyone in our class. Well, we'll GIVE YOU PEACEFUL. English was cool, Comprehension. Chemistry too. Went home after school. Well, if that person said it wasn't peaceful if we weren't in school, I don't see the reason why I should be in school, after all, I didn't even want to come to school, yay, which gives me another reason not to give an Medical Certificate! SO THERE!

You're On The Priority List

First things first. There are many things going through my head right now and I need to re-organize every single thing. I need to get some stuffs, I need to do some stuffs, I need to go for some stuffs. My head's wild. Alright, first off. I intend to like GET A HAIRCUT by June 13th -- which would break my previous record of going without a haircut for 1 month and 3 weeks. So, if I do get a haircut on June 13th, I would have gone without a haircut for 2 FRIGGING MONTHS! -
Isn't this like THE LONGEST RECORD? I can't STAND long hair, or if that's not what you called it, but to me, it's thick and long. But, one thing's for sure. I'm keeping my fringe. Again. That's right. If you're against it, and you LOVE my hair without the fringe, let me know. If you are willing to see me with ZE FWINGE, let me know too!
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Next, I'm definitely going to have to watch Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen, have been WAITING FOR THIS FILM FOR YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAARS. We predicted there would be a second because at the last scene of Transformers, Optimus Prime said there were more coming and that they were waiting. Sooooo, obviously there was a second. I CAN'T WAIT.
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And I so intend to watch Harry Potter and Terminator Salvation, both of which I just decided to watch even though I've not watched the previous films. Then there's my Genting Holiday in June! MAYBE, we would be going. But, if we were, we'd be going on the 15th and 16th! Two days! I've dreamt of riding rollercoasters and I can't say how much I ADORE thrills and suspense and... you know, your heart pounding super fast and you feel the wind against you.
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A short vacation trip is definitely what I need, since I'm super stressed out, that I think another bald patch is ARRIVING as we speak. Or maybe it's a pimple. But whatever. New pimples are arriving as well, like the one above my FREAKING LIP!!! It's so freaking hideous! Why can't it be like on my cheek. I hate pimples on my forehead, in between the eyebrows! AND I HATE PIMPLES near my eye. Oh, the nose as well. It's like I could see it from my eye, one huge blob of oil and dirt. Why can't they all just settle on my cheek.
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Next, I've devised a study plan for June Holidays, which I would complete the planning after this, where I add the subjects in and the timeslots.
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Oh, I have no idea WHEN because I said I would do it in June but, looks like my monetary problems have gotten ahead of me, I WANT A FREAKING TATTOO. There's this weird little Singapore dot on my upper left chest, which is a total contrast to the rest of the body. So I intend to COVER THIS with my initials. Probably a EARTH sign behind (to cover the circle-lishy dot). Like, Eugene Syn, all squeezed up. I'm super serious. Plus, if PIMPLES would stop appearing, I could then finally pierce my lower lip!
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NOTE: I DO NOT CARE ABOUT GIVING PEOPLE THE BAD IMPRESSION BECAUSE THEY'VE NOT WATCHED SUSAN BOYLE'S VIDEO.
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And, I'm pretty much an innocent person. I am intelligent, I ace subjects (or so until now), I like tattoos and I'd like to have a lip piercing. Maybe an eyebrow piercing would be cool too! HAHAHA!
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Anyway, furthermore in my To-Do list, I have to get a new Polo Tee, because there's a freaking $15 discount! AHHHH. Alright, other than that. I think I'm done! I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY! BYE! PS, if you're wondering why I'm blogging at this hour, it's because I'M NOT IN SCHOOL!

Your Own Room Might Not Always Be Your Perfect Sanctuary

The title, is definitely true. Because, right now, I'm not sleeping in my room. I'm sleeping in another room. For 2 nights -- which would be three, if you add tonight in. Ever since, the fight, my Dad asked me if I have ever had any regrets starting the fight with my brother and I was not remorseful, at all.
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I think I pretty much am contented with teaching my brother a lesson. Something I'm very bad at doing -- literally. LOL, well, as you all know explaining things to people would make me awkward and I would go out of words. Teaching was never my forte. But, who knows, retribution might steer me into this direction. HAHAHA! That would mean the students would have the Teacher from Hell instead of me having Eugene Syn Jr as my student.
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Well, I wonder how teachers could handle troublemakers such as Tresharene and I, but when we're really hyper, we may get carried away and be hurtful, even if somewhere in our mind, we know it's mean, LOL. Tresharene and I had to stay back to have a short conference with our dear form teacher, for breaking her heart and being disruptive. Being disruptive as you all know, has been the phrase that I've been hearing in ALL past Parent's Teacher Meeting that I've attended. Year after year, whenever my parents receive a notification that their son is up for discussion (LOL like I'm some kind of...), my parents could instantly guess that I was being disruptive in class.
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I would have to change, I know. But, L.I.F.E is just so boring, everyone's doing their work, why can't you have FUN? What's wrong with having fun? I admit, it may be from Fun to Victimizing but if a little joke or two is going to be ALREADY VICTIMIZING, I don't know what is.
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HAHA But we promised Ms Lee we wouldn't do it again.
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School is so unfair! The MT students get TWO BREAKS while the NON-MT students get ONE BREAK. Why are we treated like SHIT? He wants us to come to school and said he'll be monitoring our attendance very carefully and we have no choice but to come, right? But, we are STARVING. Do you know how we could really smell the food from that classroom (which is just near the bookshop)? OK, that was a little bit exaggerated.
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Bu..bu..bu...bu... IS IT BECAUSE SOME OF US ARE TOO DUMB TO LEARN A SECOND LANGUAGE THAT YOU CHOOSE NOT TO TREAT US LIKE THE MT STUDENTS?! I mean, we are going through A DIFFERENT INTENSIVE PROGRAM. OR OR OR IS IT THAT WE ARE HOPELESS WITH TAKING FIVE SUBJECTS THIS YEAR, THAT THEY DON'T DESERVE TWO BREAKS? Soooo unfair! PS, Yong Wei, they made us sing twice in school last week!
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Anyway, this is SO UNFAIR. I might as well not come school. Wouldn't that be so much peaceful for the class? LOL.
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OK, soooo, here is ONE thing that I finally did. Remember I said there was this receptionist lurking around in the General Office? WELL, did you remember I said she also had an ATTITUDE problem? HAHAHAHA. Well, it so happened that Gladys was going to the General Office to get Early Leave, Tresharene and I happened to be leaving our classroom at that time, and Jasmine and Gladys happened to be there, so we four headed to the office.
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Well, of course she would shout, SO MANY PEOPLE DOWN HERE! WHAT ARE YOU ALL DOING HERE HUH? YOU ALL GOING HOME ISSIT? LOL, then I was like, "No, I'm not accompanying them. I'm accompanying Tresharene.". HAHAH, shut up that's not all lor! So, she kept on yakking about how WE TEEENAGERS are a burden to us and she said to me that she always would find me here. Yeah, you'll be looking at me when I continuously enter the GO all the time.
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HAHAHA, when I felt it was like going to be a lose-win situation (win -- on her end!), I stormed out of the GO and I was like, "ATTITTUDEEEE!!!!!!". HAHAHAHA! I DIDN'T SHOUT ONCE TOO! I SHOUTED THRICE! I think the first one was barely audible, but the second was louder and that was when I was just outside the office from a few steps, "ATTTTTITUDE!", the third one was the loudest, where I was outside the office and the door was just closing in, don't worry, sound waves travel fastest second to lightning. I'm just kidding. HAHAHA.
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SO HAPPY I DID THAT. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. You can walk home, Receptionist!
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When Gladys (in the end she didn't go home, but I still thank her for letting me GRAB THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW MY ATTITUDE TO THE LADY WITH AN ATTITUDE) and Jasmine came out of the office, I asked them if from Gladyses' end if she could hear me when I shouted, she said YES. HAHAHAHA! I hope the other people didn't hear because... YOU ALL KNOW WHO PRACTICALLY EATS AND DRINKS INSIDE THE GO (General Office). HAHA, it was for the Lady-With-An-Attitude to hear. Sooo ecstatic!
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HAHAHA! Went to Hougang Mall and we saw the Receptionist's sisters! YES, THE GIRLS FROM BLACKOUTZ. Jasmine, Gladys and I were there to look for more black bands and first the conversation went like this with Gladys and the salesgirl.
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"Do you sell any bands like this? *shows the salesgirl the band*", "Yes, we do.". Gladys was like, "Can you show me?", then the girl was like, "It's the same". K&&^#$&^@*(&! CANNOT SHOW MEH!!! Then I was like, "Er, can you please show us cos we want to take a look?". She gave us the jiaobin face, walked off the to counter and took a bundle, freaking threw the bundle at us, then I asked for the price, "One for how much?", "30 cents", then I didn't know why but I didn't hear her, maybe it was because my ears chose not to hear, while she was telling me the supposed as a whole price, I was asking, "How many per bundle?", "12,", I interrupted and said, "For how much?", she was like, while I was asking how much per bundle, she said the price and after she heard me, she repeated it. Uhm, I don't freaking get you? You seriously should stop mumbling. Then I was like, whatever. Then, I didn't shove lah, just that my action was like, "NAH!", and I was like, "THANKS!", my face was like, dulan already lor. So many people have bad hair days everyday?
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OK, lah. Call me a coward but, whatever. We walked out of the place, so we were directly opposite the shop, and by then she would have walked out and looked outside, I gave my FINGER! Wooooooooooooooooooooo! That was it, really. HAHAHA. Had Long John Silvers for lunch, Gladys and I went home straight after I shit and after she browsed for books at Popular. I want to go back BlackOutz again. I like to make the workers there take things for me and I like to reject them and see their wasted faces. Very classic! Plus, we also need bands. Oh no, not from there. The quality sucks. I prefer 77th Street's bands. Better quality. Looks like BlackOutz would black out soon if the business is not doing well because of the attitude? Get it, no?! HAHAHA.
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Alright alright. I know how it must be a long day for you guys and maybe you've been wanting to get this post over and done with, I admire your perserverence and I love you for that, so I LOVE YOU. GOODBYE! I've devised a study plan for June Holidays! Oh oh oh oh, it seems to me my Mom's booking a trip to Genting this coming mid-June! I'VE FREAKING NEVER BEEN TO GENTING IN MY ENTIRE ELL EYE EFF EEE (L-I-F-E, duh?). I hope it doesn't clash with my New South Wales Competition! I'M STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO THE COMPETITION!
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OK, you guys probably saw a different side of me, if you just came, but I STILL LOVE YOU. Much much much love, XOXO, Eugene Syn. HAHAHA, I watched Gossip Girl, couldn't stand waiting for the many episodes to finish off the season so I just watched the last episode of Season 2. SUPER NICE. Season One's finale is still the best, though. HAHAHA, OK BYE.

It Costs A Fight, Pay Up.

So something big happened yesterday. The evening actually went perfectly fine, watched Bride Wars and a little bit of Money No Enough 2, then we had dinner. We finished our dinner. So, I was like, uhm, getting ready for another movie, Max Payne. I sat on my sofa, as usual. Just so you know, I've been sitting at my sofa for like my whole life. I don't know why but my brother wanted to pick a fight so he decided to sit on my sofa and asked me to move up (I was taking up three spaces), oh note: There were two other sofas in the living room besides mine (all were vacant).
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I don't know what his problem was but he wanted to sit on my sofa. Plus, he wouldn't budge, he wouldn't move to the other sofa, such an ass right? I know. He's one of the most selfish man I've ever met. I could share with him my fucking Kinder Buenos. Oh wait. No, I didn't share. He would take my Kinder Buenos from the fridge and just grin at me when I found out it was him. I shrugged it off. Cos look, He's probably just a pampered spoilt brat, let him get away with it.
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He would wear my slippers and he would use up my bottle of perfume (the one which I bought from Australia, and the scent was really super fragrant and I only bought one bottle), he would just use my stuffs. I let him get away with it because hopefully one day, he would just do the same for me. Lend me his stuffs and you know, be appreciative. But, being the usual selfish person he is, he doesn't appreciate or he doesn't remember what I've given him or lent him, when I asked to use the computer, he ignores me. When I ask for a TINY spoonful of curry, he gets upset and you know, he's like a girl, so he takes my food, which is bigger than what I took.
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When I ask for like potato chips, he gets SERIOUSLY UPSET and doesn't let. My younger brother is the much younger version of him, so yeah. There was this ONE time, okay, we were having lunch, I wanted to try his curry, he said NO and all those stuffs. So, yeah, whatever. After eating, I asked my younger brother if I could use his laptop, which by the way, I didn't say anything when I saw him using my laptop (when he didn't have his laptop) playing his stupid Habbo Hotel.
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I totally didn't say anything. I saw him using my laptop and whatever, I know. But, when I asked him that day if I could use, he freaking said NO. While he said NO, he was downloading The Sims 2, my birthday present last year. He could blindly borrow MY THINGS and not LEND me his things while borrowing. This feeling is... like I was being betrayed, twice in a row. First encounter was with my elder brother. Second encounter was just 3 minutes after, with my younger brother. Both of them are seriously girls. You all know I would share but I wouldn't share drinks right? Because I've got a phobia and all that stuffs, but I would definitely share. I know last time I was selfish because I was skeptical and I was suspicious of anyone.
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But yeah, I just gave a personal recount on how selfish my brothers could be. So back to the main topic. He didn't want to move. I also didn't want to move. Like why should I, right? I've been giving in to him for so many times, it's almost as if he's my younger brother. I'M SERIOUS. Like how remember I said I would order food for my brothers. Shouldn't he be doing it? So yeah, I wouldn't move.
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He pushed me in front like vigorously, but being the same size as him (actually I'm taller now), he didn't have much success in doing that. I sort of retaliated by punching him, so we both got into a fight, hammering each others' heads, punching each others' faces, him scratching me (he fucking scratched my upper thigh -- I was actually wearing my boxers and underwear, so below my abdomen was like 75% naked), then that was when my mother came and tried to stop the fight. Never let a woman stop a fight. I was really hoping she would go away but she didn't.
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By then my elder brother got off the seat (YAY, PLUS POINT! I win! Wait...), my younger brother and Aiden were standing at the far corner of the hallway staring at us hammering each other. We were still fighting, punching each other and I mean, SERIOUS PUNCHES. I hammered his head, a few times, he hammered mine (I feel so... wolverine now), my face was seriously TAUT, okay. Then I kicked him. Got all those muscles from swimming, practically pushed him away and the other sofa. A few things fell on the floor. I was kinda hoping the coffee table would be like smashed but oh no.
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He didn't like this, so he came back for more. He tried to punch me but I kicked his stomach and I think I kicked his crotch away. I seriously have got to thank my swimming instructor. I remember I kicked my instructor accidentally. HAHAHA. OK, so yeah, he JUST KEPT coming back, while Max Payne was playing. He kept coming back, but I kept kicking him away. Then I felt a fucking scratch on my upper thigh. So, he then went to smoke when he lost. I don't know what injuries he suffered from but I knew I had A BRUISE on my upper cheekbone (that's near my eye) and my skull was seriously numb, like if I clenched my jaw, my temple would be tight. I have a scratch on my upper thigh. I never scratched him, by the way.
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So yes, that made me a little bit pissed. I thought my nose was gonna bleed but, no it didn't. I checked the mirror, I have a frigging bruise on my face. It's not that obvious, but if you notice the contours, it's gonna be pretty weird, like BOTOX gone wrong, like BOTOX only done on your right side of your cheek. Other than that, I was fine. The next 45 minutes I spent, was walking around my neighborhood, I didn't know where to go, in the end, I went Serangoon Garden McDonald's to PEE. HAHA, the route back was pretty scary.
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After that long walk, I was pretty exhausted, pretty scared if I would get hammered again because he mumbled something like, "Zezeze-ze-ze-watch out you know!". I was really trying to figure out what he said, but to no avail. I went home, slept in another room. Uhm, I think I won the fight? Because, my first defense was that I was sitting down and you know, your weight's on the chair, you have strong muscles at your leg, your brother's standing, balance could be easily disrupted because you only have two legs. But, punchwise, I lost because I got a bruise and I think he looked fine. Plus, I didn't have any muscles in my arm. Should make an appointment with my personal trainer, Gladys, next time. It was a pretty fair fight. We fought over our space in the sofa, which was totally his selfish fault. That, really, was that.

We Would Deny Our Past

Tuition at Orchard was crap. When I informed the receptionist or whoever that I was not continuing, she had a SERIOUS attitude man. She and the receptionist from our school can like seriously fight. Are all receptionists like that? Or is it me that when they see people like me (us), they get hot-headed? And I don't have to give you a reason as to why I wanted to quit. If I were in a badder mood then, I'd say, "YOUR TEACHERS SUCK!!!". So there.
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Borrowed movies from Rowell! Bride Wars, Rachel Getting Married, Max Payne, The Punisher and Money No Enough 2! I didn't want to rent MNE2, my brothers wanted to. Oh well. Alright, I'll update most likely, tomorrow? Bye!

Pure Black

MY NEW PERFUME! HAHAHAHAHA!
Looks like those you know, army water bottle.

There's no brand. Oh wait, it's ValueDollar! HAHAHAHA! It's like super super cheap! $2.90 only! And there's like this HUGEEEE SHELF of PERFUMES FOR MEN and I was like, OH MY GOD. I came out of the shop smelling like a life-sized perfume. I intend to BUY ALL THE PERFUMES!!! HAHAHAHA!

It smells super great! Now, I don't have to use my elder brother's Body Shop perfume! HAHAHAHA!

It came with this cool box too!

Oh, bought this with Jasmine and Jameson too. HAHAHA, we bought it for Atikah and Gladys as well.

I hope it doesn't look feminine on me, hahahaha!
And that's AIDEN.

TOLD YOU I GOT UP TO LIKE 500++ COMBO!

And I scored higher than before! HAHAHA! I'm aiming for 240. 00000++!

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HELLO EVERYBODY. KRIS ALLEN WON! Even though I'm slightly upset Adam Lambert should have won but the news said it all, Adam Lambert was actually predictable and New Yorkans were too cool to vote. Kris Allen was the guy-next-door and All-American guy and he could play the piano and even the guitar. So, yeah. But, Allison Iraheta's still the best! OMG and when she sang Time After Time (or whatever the song is called) with Cyndi Lauper (all of you know her, even if you don't, let me remind you she sang, "I see your true colours, shining through, I see true colours and that's what I long for, so don't be afraid to let them know your true colours". The lyric goes something like that.

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And that duet was THE BEST, duh! FERGIE AND THE BLACK EYED PEAS WERE AMAZING! The Kiss was HORRIFIC!!! EEEEEEEWWW! OMG, I was like, "EEEEEE!!!". Super disgusting and OMG, the reason why I get totally turned off when I hear such rock music. Bands like this, Slipknot and other screamo-bands totally TURN ME OFF. Some of the ousted contestants of the Top 13 had some out-of-tune performances but, what do I know right? I suck at singing for goodness' sake! HAHAHA.

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But, this Season 8's final results show is one of the BEST finale result shows ever among all the many other seasons. It was seriously funny! Katrina Darrell, the bitchy bikini-model who loves smooching Ryan Seacrest won this award for the Most Outstanding Attitude (I think), and so they showed a video of her and her attitude and dissing Kara Dioguardi, adding that, to Kara, "Well your demonstration wasn't any better..", and her eyeball-rolling, so, yeah, it was super hilarious when Darrell sang for the 7, 000 body and Kara Dioguardi suddenly appeared behind her singing and sort of like a decent cat-fight with Katrina. HAHAHA. You should have seen Katrina's look on her face, it was CLASSIC. HAHAHAHA! Even Kara bared her bikini-bod at the end of the 'cat-fight'. HAHAHAHAHAHA SUPER SUPER FUNNY! Classic!

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Enough of AI, HAHAHA, school was well, cool, I guess. Had Social Studies and Chemistry and there wasn't any teacher so I went out to have some food, HAHAHAHA! English was uhm, MAJOR EMBARRASSING SESSION, that happened after Ms Sim showed us some YouTube videos of like Adam Lambert and Kris Allen and Susan Boyle and then she called a few students out one by one, and totally embarrassing them -- I was one of them. HAHAHA. She said something like this, "Now, Eugene is the 4NA nerd," and other stuffs like, "Don't look at Eugene and think he's (IDK what she said... innocent, I think?) a good boy, he has a good heart but... there's one thing he likes to do... that is to... do his BHANGRA DANCE!", HAHAHA, it doesn't stop here, she carried on, "He would turn on his hand phone and play his tamil song and dance, with his partner... Tresharene!". HAHAHAHA. OMG. Damn embarrassing.

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Maths was good-boy time. HAHA, went to Compass Point for our Starbucks Coffee with Jameson and Jasmine! I've been longing for a cup of frappe or some drink from Starbucks Coffee ever since the Mid Years ended. I can say that my drink helped to relieve only like 5-10% of my stress. I'm still super stressed. As the day passes by, it's like, the stress is building up. No amount of caffeine can relieve all this, because it justs adds on more weight. Anyway, we walked around, and I PANGSAI LIKE TWICE? Hahaha! Damn shiok! Had our lunch at the Kopitiam and after that we went to window-shop! I have never mentioned before that I loved the prices at ValueDollar! And I'm seriously serious on buying that whole collection of perfumes.

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At least spending unnecessarily/necessarily helps to relieve another quarter of my stress. So it's like I'm feeling 70% stressed. I don't even know WHY am I still feeling stressed out. Mid Year exams are over. Oh oh oh oh oh, now I know why. It's because 'O' Levels is a freaking 5 months away from N.O.W. And, remember I said it seemed like a blink of an eye and now it's already what, April/May? YEAH. Wait till I say this again IN OCTOBER. HAHA, and don't get me wrong but I seriously had SUICIDAL thoughts. I have my principles and I DO NOT BELIEVE IN SUICIDES, they are NEVER the solution to your problems. But, it's like, this image flashes and I see... BLOOD coming out from my heart, stabbed by a knife and my hand's holding it. Or I see images like I'm FALLING from my apartment. Or or or, I see myself SWALLOWING 10 paracetamol pills and mind you, I have a freaking box of Panadol pills in my bag right now.

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HAHAHA, oh oh and I see myself suffocated by my very own pillow, and all the other what-nots. Does stress really behave like this? That you're so freaking stressed out, even though you do NOT believe suicide is the solution (I mean, obviously most of us do not believe that way too but...), you're still feeling like you should give up? Not only am I affected by stress in studies, but in relationships as well and many other aspects of life. You may say I'm doing well in studies and if you're not feeling stressed out, why should I? But, studies, relationships, money... My hair is even neglected! I don't even plan to cut hair even though I'm a short-haired-freak, of course, I have other reasons why I'm not cutting hair. But sometimes I just forget about my hair.

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It's not easy, man. I want to carry on but I fear as each step I make, I become more depressed and more moodless. I'm too afraid. Even as I'm afraid, I'm also stressed as to why I'm not making a move. If I take a step back, it'll be worst. If I take a step forward, it'll be worst. If I do not move on or move back, it'll be worst. I don't want to turn to God because I know I will be disappointed time and time again. I have my own reasons why I stopped church. I'm just mentally exhausted. I'm so terrified. Petrified. Fearful. Afraid. Scared. Intimidated. Pressurized. Can I stop pressurizing myself and can others stop pressurizing me? I'm thin and I won't grow thinner.

Love, Sex And Magic

HAHA, and it is not only a hundred and fifty for combo okay! I could go up to 400! And the level's HARD. :D PRO RIGHT. HAHAHAHA!
My score! LOL!

This is the duck I bought for Ms Sim. LOL!

Yes, I'M COLLECTING ALL SIX. I love the blue one!

Alright, what the 4E5Ns are actually doing is that we have this Intensive Mother Tongue Program. So those students who would be taking Mother Tongue for 'O' Levels which is in early June, would have Mother Tongue from the start of school all the way till 2 pm. That's right. That's seeing your Chinese/Malay/Tamil teacher FOR THE WHOLE DAY. But, thing is, they have two breaks. However, there is a small class of pupils who have taken Mother Tongue for 'O' Levels the previous year and did well and didn't have to take again, a minority of them does not take Mother Tongue, and another minority of them takes CL 'B', which they've passed. So this class of 41 students, have their own programmes apart from the ones who would be taking Mother Tongue 'O' Levels.

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I'm in this class -- and we have a programme planned for us. Apparently, we would be doing normal subjects that includes Maths, Chemistry (for everyone who takes Chemistry), Social Studies, History (for everyone who takes History and so on and so forth for Geography) and English. One day, you could have up to two periods of the same subjects, consecutively or not, you would still be doing that subject. So, if you ask me, even if you take Mother Tongue or not, you'll be dead. LOL.

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But, I prefer not taking Mother Tongue, even if I were given the offer (which is totally impossible since all of you know my Chinese s.u.c.k.s.), because there are so many crappers! There's Tresharene, Joel, Shan Shun, Subashini, Gordon and a little bit of those minor crappers. But usually it's the above mentioned that are the major crappers, and of course, who could forget me? The major crapper too! HAHAHA. Seriously lah. We could laugh non-stop at our inside jokes, we may seem lame to the 4Es but they did not see the joke source and stuffs. But, WHATEVER. Still hilarious! HAHAHA! So it was home like after all the bo-bo. I've got a huge headache now, BYE!

Mad World

School was boring. First period of Chemistry and I didn't know what happened to me but I seemed pretty serious and I got down to work straightaway after getting the paper. LOL. Typical Eugene would laze around, walk around, talk a little bit and then once he's happy, he does the paper. HAHA, plus, not only am I happy I actually 'disciplined' myself, I found the paper easy! So, the day passed by pretty smoothly, with a period of total embarrassment. Ms Sim was like embarrassing me about the duck I bought for her as a gift and she kept talking and my temperature was like rising? LOL.
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So I received my Biology paper and I was SUPER SUPER DISAPPOINTED. I scored like 36/65. WHICH IS NOT GOOD. OMG, total mood spoiler. MCQ was somewhat badly done, because some of the questions were TIKAM between a 50-50 choice after eliminating two impossible answers. Even though I had 30/40 for MCQ, I still could get better. Biology Paper 2 was just... BIG DISAPPOINTMENT. Seriously. But, thanks to Chemistry, it pulled up my marks and overall, I had 71/100. But, my Biology overall is 60%. Still not good.
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Anyway, there's this thing I'd like to say. I'm sure many of you have felt the same way too. There's this receptionist in our General Office who has a BLOODY ATTITUDE!!! I mean, seriously!!! You and your pair of 70s spectacles can go to the incinerator! Like, I'm sure you had your fair share of teenagers who had an attitude but, NOT ALL TEENAGERS ARE LIKE THAT. I've been polite to her, I've been pretty nice. And A GROUP OF PEOPLE would definitely know that I have an attitude if I'm not being treated nicely or with care. So, tell you what. The next time I step in to the office, when I am given a chance to ever talk to her and if you're such a freaking pain in the neck and in the ass, I'll let her see what her attitude is like in the mirror.
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Blurdy hell! People have stomachache that's so freaking pain, running around like a serious mad dog looking for some way to relief the pain, went to the office when heard that they had medicated oil inside, my shit was like at the TIP of my anus, I could seriously C.R.Y, I went inside, I said, "Mrs Hao (how the f**k do I know the name?), do you have medicated oil?", then this woman said, "I am not Mrs Hao, HOW MANY YEARS HAVE YOU BEEN STUDYING HERE? HUH?", first of all, is "How many years have you been here?" the only sentence you know? Second of all, why are you so jealous of the name, is it because the real Mrs Hao has a higher salary than you? Third of all, not only are you the door guard of the office, but can't you be a little NICER? And lastly, people have A LOT ON THEIR MIND RIGHT NOW and I don't need to take your crap.
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That receptionist also showed Gladys her attitude and she made Gladys really pissed. You and your Nanny McPhee cluster of friends can seriously PLUCK YOUR MOLE HAIR. Or wait, that's some little bubble on your face. Not a mole. Sorry, you're not Nanny McPhee after all. Plus, you're a receptionist, shouldn't you be like wearing some dress or some formalwear? You're not selling vegetables and for crying out loud, YOU'RE JUST A RECEPTIONIST. Hope your job leaves with your attitude. I'm so gonna shout some bad words if I ever had her attitude spat in my face. I'm F@@KING SERIOUS.

Harlem Globetrotters

The Harlem Globetrotters

Sorry, that white hazy thing is actually my finger. I think.
We actually changed seats because the stupid red basketball pole thingy was blocking our view.


Awesome view!

OKAY, WELL, my criticism may be offensive and biased to some people. People who might get worked up, fans who googled and chanced upon this website, or fans of the sport or whatever. Here are the disclaimers.

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1. I am NOT a basketball fan.

2. We had the tickets for FREE.

3. This is not my ideal type of entertainment.

4. Lastly, it was not full house.

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Alright, first of all. I did not enjoy the show. OK, I did enjoy it a little bit. But overall, it was quite boring and not up to my expectations. I didn't know what it was about, I just knew it was some funny show about basketball, but I thought it would be really good since it has been performing for people all over the world for around 40 to 50 years plus? So well, since the background said it all, I assumed it would be good. But, it wasn't. It was merely meant for children, if you could call the sense of humour. Because, call me someone who doesn't have a sense of humour, what's that called, LOL, I have no idea, but yeah, I have heard thousands of jokes and I have seen thousands of silly antics so much so that a joke that made me laugh before won't make me laugh again.

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It's just like, H1N1, once you get it. You get cured. And not only would you recover, your body would be able to recognize this 'bacteria' or this 'virus' or this 'foreign particle' and it would develop an immunity against it. So if there's a resurgence, and you get the H1N1 unfortunately, you would totally be immune to it. Which means, you would be like a carrier. And carriers, in biological terms, means they have the disease but they are not affected by it at all. However, DON'T APPLY THIS TO THE H1N1. Because it's two different things. But of course, if you get H1N1 and you're not strong enough to fight the virus, you'll die or it'll take you a longer time to recover. BACK TO THE TOPIC.

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Yeah, it's like, you hear the joke, you laugh, but you hear it again, you just can't seem to laugh. Well, like I said, if the joke is super funny (if your body is weak to fight the H1N1), you hear it once, you laugh. You hear it after a period of time, you laugh again (this does not apply to the H1N1 or any other diseases because like I said, there's the immunity system developed). SOOOOO, yes. I've heard the jokes, I've seen the antics. Some antics, some jokes, of course, made me laugh. And if I didn't laugh, it would be like, wasting the trip here and wasting the time at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. I guess it's because, watching basketball is not an ideal type of entertainment for me.

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There were some lame parts. Super lame parts that almost 75% of the audience were laughing. Some funny parts, that I was obviously laughing. Thus, I've sorted out the LAME videos and the FUNNY videos. Here are the LAME ones. Laughing at this video means you've not been exposed to a high dosage of humour. It doesn't mean you're lame. But, it means you're just... not exposed. LOL.

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The LAME Videos

Totally lame.

How do you spell 'lame'? H-A-R-L-E-M G-L-O-B-E-T-R-O-T-T-E-R-S.

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THE FUNNY ONE.

This video's about the SUPER TALL guy who was like damn thirsty and he kept bugging his teammate for water but the teammate refused, so there's the WATER WAR. Sorry, I said, "Luckily we didn't sit there", three times!
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While some, are just cool or amazing.

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Anyway, yeah, if I were to be totally biased, I'd prefer watching Moulin Rouge. =D For some who do not know what Moulin Rouge is all about, this film is about a writer who lives in the pockets of artistic areas, who gets a script by luck, with his vocal talent, he meets the girl of his dreams, a sucker for love, of course falls in love with the girl, a star who is sick, without the knowledge of the writer. Sad part is well, FOR YOU TO WATCH. Wonder why Ewan McGregor didn't pursue music. He's a great actor, though. If I'm not wrong, he's acting in Angels & Demons, and if I'm not wrong that's the sequal to the Da Vinci Code, and although I'm not a devoted Christian for now, I detest such Atheist or New Age or whatever-you-call-it movies like this and there was another one, the something Compass. Magical Compass? IDK. Nicole Kidman acted in it, I think.
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Ewan McGregor also acted in The Island where this clone (played by Ewan McGregor) is too suspicious and he's actually quite smart, so he questions the authorities, little did he know that he's a clone used for any emergencies. The client who requested for the clone, say has kidney failure, so he could easily transplant his clone's kidney into his body, or if the client has leukemia, and we all learnt from I Not Stupid that you need a bone marrow transplant and if you need a BMT, you need to find the PERFECT donor. Your clone is the perfect donor. So that's what The Island is all about when the clone gets suspicious and sort of feels that his privacy is intruded and he wants his human rights (that sort of thing), he and a SUPER PRETTY girl-clone escapes into the real world. One of my favourite action movies.
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HAHAHA, I know a lot more about movies than exams man. I can like give you three movies Angelina Jolie acted in, or three movies Kristen Stewart, the popular teenage film, Twilight, starring as Isabella Swan, acted in, Zathura and Panic Room (as a child). I'm a freak, so shut up! LOL.
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ANYWAY, school was CRAP. I actually felt disappointed for the first time. I mean, if you see my results, you'd be like, man, there's a lot of effort I could have put in. I know, but I didn't. First disappointment: Food & Nutrition, I scored 58 upon 100. 58!!! I know my previous score last year for F&N was like 51++ upon 60 or something. Which is an A1!!! That was a C5. Eugene never gets C5 for Food & Nutrition, this is a first, let me tell you this.
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Second disappointment: Paper 1 for Maths, I scored 42/80. What the F? Again, more effort could be put in. Second disappointment (ii): Paper 2 for Maths, 46/100. Although I suck at Maths, I still won't fail, for some reason. But like I said that day, it gave me a huge headache and it was a killer. Still, it doesn't justify the fact that I failed my Paper 2. Overall: 49/100. But, they would round up, they say. To a 50. Rounding up won't change the fact that it is still considered a fail, people! C5. Now, count just these two subjects : 5 + 6 = 11 points. What's my Mass Communications diploma cut-off point? 11.
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Third disappointment: Combined Humanities. 25/50 for Social Studies and 28/50 for History. These two can go to Hell lah. LOL, because I know I didn't study, but just seeing those marks still stirred up my emotions.
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Fourth disappointment: English Paper 2. I thought I'd get a 30 plus or so because what's a Mass Communications diploma if 3 marks brought you down to a B4? But no, I didn't get B4. I had B3 overall, despite getting 27/50. Oh well.
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So far, I've not received my Biology paper and my Combined Sciences MCQ paper, still anxious! But, the only two things that made me happy was my 51/65 Chemistry paper and my English Paper One. If it weren't for EL P1, I wouldn't get a B3. For Situational Writing, I scored a 23 upon 30! Ms Sim said things like I was too detailed like down to every last detail. HAHAHA. For my Essay Writing, I scored a 23 upon 30 too! Remember when I said I used the same 'format' for my ideas? HAHAHA, and I added twists to the story? LOL. YEAH, Ms Sim said it too. Yeah, glad I did well for Paper One. Other than that, SCHOOL SPELLED CRAP. I better buck up or I'll die. I would then have to find the NEXT BEST diploma to pursue, which is equivalent to just dying. It's the first time I scored like THREE Cs and ONE B (not including Science, yet) for like SO MANY YEARS. Sec 3 and Sec 4 were my years where I reigned the top charts, now it's time to retire, hahahahaha.
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And I don't have any intentions behind this but, I'm just saying, I'm thankful I wasn't the top for most of the subjects (which was what happened last year), because if I were, not many people would still be talking to me. I don't like to be labelled the Teacher's Pet, the Smartest Straight A student, or the Consistent Top Student. I don't like hearing my name being called out, I don't like to have to worry about what my reaction would be because if I didn't smile, people would call me proud and one who looks down, and if I did smile, it would be like, "WTF are you smiling for?".
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I just want to be normal, do well in studies and get the dream of my dreams, that's all. But of course, no way am I slackening. Plus, since when does Eugene ever care about what people thinks? HAHAHAHA. And I'm sure there would be SOME people grimacing or rolling their eyes this instance but I don't care. BYE EVERYONE.
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PS: Could you kindly stop googling my name, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.