Desire

Evening! It has been a really long day and last night I didn't have a wonderful sleep. School as usual was boring, Maths, English, Chemistry, Biology, MT (which was free period). Went home and had a WONDERFUL TIME shitting. Oh, apparently the UNSW essay-writing competition was postponed to next week due to the H1N1 virus and the containment, so I guess, I'll have a week to prepare and study all my vocabulary words! Anyway, life in school's alright. It's just that I'm not used to the NEW environment. Feels so weird. Hahaha, oh during MT, Tricia and I talked about HAMSTERS! AND I THINK I WANNA BUY ONE TOO!!! Hahahaha! Aiden and the new hamster could be like best friends! LOL, I hope? HAHAHA! I think hamsters are DUPER cute. Maybe I'll get one. Hahahahaha!
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Few things I have to get sorted out. First, I need a haircut. Second, the UNSW competition. Third, three tuitions (yes, tuitions!). Fourth & Fifth, personal reasons. Sixth, social calendar. Seventh, iron my uniform! Alright, not so few after all. Good night!

Some Kind Of Miracle

The pasta I had before the film, Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen.
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The first day of school of the second semester was well, HELL BORING AND SLOW. The time flew SUPER slow, or maybe it was me because my watch wasn't on my wrist and I was pretty conscious, I think. Before we got in the school, people had to queue up outside to declare their travel history? Yawns.
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Back in class, new changes, that means new co-form teacher and new timetable. The new timetable was crap. Three English periods before three recesses on different days. Double periods of Maths and others. Ah, shucks. This remaining part of the year's going to be a disaster.
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English, was back to work. For two consecutive days, starting tomorrow, which means, for just tomorrow and Wednesday, I'll be having the UNSW essay-writing competition! Tomorrow, I'll be going for this Training course, and on Wednesday, it'll be the REAL thing! Totally can't wait! My hand's ITCHING to write on something. LOL! Hopefully my brain juices do me justice.
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Anyway, two maths periods, with History in between. Well, I'm a group leader! HAHAHA! Apparently, our class was divided into 7 groups, groups of 5-6 people, but 2 people get to stay and one is the leader and the other is your partner. So I chose Tresharene. Hahaha! We both have our limits, we can study silently at one moment and we can wreak havoc the next minute, but we've got our control.
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The rest of the day = crap. After school, headed out to have McSpicy while Jasmine finally ate her XXL Chicken from Shihlin Stall and Atikah being a goat with all her vegetables in her McSpicy burger. HAHAHAHA! We talked for quite some time and after that, we headed back home and I watched THREE EPISODES OF GREY'S ANATOMY! I swear, GA is like a DRUG to me. After watching it, I feel SO MUCH BETTER, so much more refreshed (before the TV episodes, I could barely open my eyes since I had a horrible night before but after that, I was like, rejuvenated), so much more... happier in a sense, suspense makes me happy, it keeps my adrenaline pumping and I feel really good. LOL, and GA's episodes are hilarious too, Sandra Oh plays an obnoxious intern with her super sarcastic but super darn funny remarks, along with her goofy character, Katherine Heigl who plays Isobel "Izzie" Stevens and T.R. Knight who plays another character, George O' Malley, and of course many other actors and actresses.
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But my favourite characters in the series are, Cristina Yang, Izzie Stevens, Miranda Bailey, Meredith Grey, Richard Webber and Addison Montgomery. Patrick Dempsey's character, Derek Shephard TOTALLY BORES ME. Hahaha, sorry, I'm just an obsessed TV series fan. That's right. I love watching TV series, Prison Break, 24, Desperate Housewives (which I'll watch after GA), Gossip Girl and many many others! TV series are like MY LIFE. The benefit of watching TV series is that I get to be a potato couch (except that I don't sit on couches when I watch my TV series since I watch them online) and GAIN WEIGHT! Yeah, being a potato couch is said to increase your weight drastically and I don't freaking see a difference in my size. I feel damn short and skinny in school uniform but when I'm outside, I'm totally comfortable. Nevermind, just 4 more months to go. That's all.
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Four more months.

We See The Past To Get To The Future

Some stupid facial expression. I'm thinking of cutting my hair. And I felt my face, it's not oily.
Hahaha, oops, I had forgotten to tell you that I washed it after taking photos.

Wah another stupid expression.

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Why do I not get a haircut and Aiden gets one?! And I found out Aiden can be a child's name as well. Since Aiden's a WONDERFUL name, and it means FIRE, which also means HOT, I want my son to be GOOD LOOKING! But, it's weird to name your son after your dog even though your dog's name is meant to be for not only your son but for almost any other son.

And he looks so CUTE! Ugly but adorable. Yeah, he's UGLY!!! But I love him cos' he's just soooooo cute and adorable.

My out of bed hair. Out of bed hair has never looked so good, right? LOL!

I didn't know where to paste this Transformer sticker until I saw my thermometer. It's fun to customize the look of your thermometer casing right!

Oh, add me on ooVoo, eugenesyn@live.com.sg, and Jasmine too shy to switch on her web-cam. HAHAHAHA! And I look like shit and YW was wearing his hairband. Yes, you can conference video calls on ooVoo!

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Why do people say that I look like a gangster?! Which part of me is so gangster-ish! Once you get to know me, I'm not a gangster after all. I AM NOT A GANGSTER. OK, I was once, but I didn't join gangs and I was mixing with very rebellious people, not that I stopped hanging out with them that I became less rebellious, I still am rebellious, but THAT'S NOT THE POINT. The point is, I AM NOT A GANGSTER AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SAY I LOOK LIKE A GANGSTER! Almost all of Jasmine's friends said I look like a gangster. My tutor said I look like a gangster, an educated one. I am NOT a gangster. Even if I were to be a gangster, I would NOT BE TYPING LIKE THIS.

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OK, nope, I didn't go East Coast Park today. Sighs. But, instead, I went for tuition! Yay! Hahahaha! English tuition was cool, our tutor was PISSED and I got to say, a part of me was hungry for that $50 Popular voucher. Hahahaha. After that was Maths. Can I just say, I LOVE GRAPHS? Hahaha, I love drawing graphs but I don't really fancy the questions, but I still go through that heart-restraining process! Hahaha! Jasmine went off after tuition, YW and I had the same Chicken Rice we had last week, for lunch. We then walked around Heartland Mall, shopped in Popular, Watsons, Cold Storage (wait, or is it NTUC?) and I spent a great deal of time at Kodak kiosk printing photos. That is what's good about Kovan. Bowling facilities, billiard facilities, tuition centres, confectionaries, hawker centre, shopping mall which has supermarkets, personal stores, lots of restaurants, photo booths, you name it.

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After that, went home and prepared a gift and marinated some Cajun chicken wings! It wasn't awesome because firstly, my mother already marinated the chicken wings with salt and pepper the night before, secondly, it was marinated just 30 minutes before deep-frying, thirdly and lastly, in reference to previous reason, it was deep-fried, which in my theory, I think the seasoning was lost to the oil. But it's alright. 12 chicken wings and I'm SO FULL. LOL!

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Alright, I've prepared like 3 episodes of Grey's Anatomy. School's tomorrow. First things first, new teachers. F&N and Chemistry teachers. Hope there's more. Next, with the H1N1 knocking on almost every door, the school has staggered recesses, which means, your recess will not be the whole Lower Secondary cohort, I have no idea how the school has divided the students into, but, my guess is, we'll go for our own recess according to class, stream, level. Most probably it'll be according to level. But, since our school's as unfair as any prison out there, they might hold our scheduled timing permanent.

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In other words, if you're going for recess at 11.10 am, the rest of the week, you may go for recess at 11.10 am, but I hope that's not true and I hope they practise some fairness in doing this. Because what happens if my class/level/stream's supposed to go for recess at 12.10 pm, while the rest can go at like 9.40 am, wouldn't that be SO unfair? Hahaha, so yeah, I really do WISH nothing like this will happen tomorrow.

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Assemblies and crowding activities would be cancelled, so I guess, no morning assemblies and no Wednesday afternoon assemblies. Other than that, school's pretty much school. I'm excited and nervous as well. And I need a haircut. Have fun with the last few hours of your holidays!

Urgency In Puking

Recently, I have the urge to puke anywhere, anytime. It's like I'm too afraid to cough but I have to, to erase away the nauseating feeling. So, as I cough, I'm physically prepared to vomit whatever I've eaten, away from the laptop. But thank God, no. I didn't vomit. But, I just feel so nauseous. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Anyway, tuition in two hours' time. I'm seriously NOT in the mood. Grey's Anatomy is all I can think of right now. School's nearing, I'm excited and nervous. I should set goals, right? LOL. I mean, I should organize everything again so that I don't fail this time around because if I do, the outcome will not be like how I failed in certain FIRST semesters.

Then there's tomorrow. There MIGHT be a possibility the whole family, cousins, aunts, uncles, would be meeting up for some cycling/roller-blading/dog-walking at East Coast Park. Since my parents aren't going to church because they wanted to minimize the risks of getting H1N1 (since one church was said to have confirmed H1N1 cases), I suppse we MIGHT NOT go East Coast Park. But we might. We've never brought Aiden to East Coast Park before and the last time I went, there were a lot of his kind which was toy poodles. Red, black, white. All kinds. So, he could do some socializing. Hahahaha.

Then there's Monday. I'm nervous about the whole change, since new trainees would be coming, possibly a new F&N teacher as well, everything's just changing. Not that I fear change or anything but, being unaware of the changes is sometimes so exciting, full of suspense and nervousness as well. But I'm up for it. Totally mentally prepared. I hope. I hope I'm not too immersed in my holiday mood. I have 6 episodes of Grey's Anatomy, currently buffering, so while it's about to be fully loaded, I'll go get a shower. Yes, I woke up an hour ago. So, it's not DIRTY, FILTHY OR WHATEVER. Hahahaha!

Scatter Frost

HAHAHA, in case you're wondering, Scatter Frost is like my Transformers name. SPEAKING OF TRANSFORMERS, OMG. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. To hell with the critics for giving such a low rating! Hahaha, oops, no curse intended. Anyway, yeah, my 2.5 hours watching Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen was like, one of the worthwhile experiences that have ever, and I mean, EVER, occured. The action was like, BOOM BOOM BOOM! Then there was like ZIAOOOOOO and there was like DIU!!! HOLE. HOLE. Megan Fox is that HOT. Compared to that girl who flirted with Sam Witwicky (Shia LeBeouf -- is that how it's supposed to be spelt?), Megan Fox totally PWNED. Hahaha, OK, what does PWN even mean!?
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I'm just excited. My hormones are like raging wild after that film. Totally. Like all the action, the super nice cars, Megan Fox. Man. But there IS one problem. There can't be any film that's SO PERFECT right? Apparently that problem played a major role, that was why Life @ Straits Times gave it 0.5 stars (I heard) and that was why 8 Days gave it 2 stars. Action wise, I'd be a fool to say it sucked. Storylines wise, it was boring. Draggy. Talkative. But that's not a problem now that I've seen the action. The action that shiok! It was like so darn COOL! Will I watch it again? HELL YEAH. In fact, I'M BUYING THE DVD.
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Hahaha, anyway yeah, so, let's just all not get too hyped up about the film, let us all be silent and pay our respects to the tragic loss of the one and only King Of Pop, Michael Jackson. May he rest in peace. And good morning everyone! We all have a lot of things to do now that it's the last weekend of our holidays. School's coming up and there are many things I'm looking forward to, one or two are quite personal, but the things that I can tell you what I'm looking forward to is the timetable, the new teachers (I heard Ms Mok's resigning, hope it isn't TRUE! Plus, now that Ms Noreen's gone...) and of course, studying to prep ourselves up for the incoming Preliminary Examinations. Enjoy your last weekend, everybody. Take care!

The Great Depression

OK, let's cut straight to the main problem here. I have been sleeping for more than 10 hours a day. I know it's not healthy because, hello, I'm a Food & Nutrition student and a F&N student is all about health and although oversleeping is not part of F&N syllabus, a strong part of me knows oversleeping is wrong. It may seem healthier than those who are deprived of sleep, than people who lack sleep, thus fatigue and whatsoever, but, don't be fooled, oversleeping has its consequences as well. Taken from http://myblogonbeauty.blogspot.com/2007/12/sleeping-for-long-hours-is-unhealthy.html.
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So, I decided to research the effects and causes of sleeping for long hours. I chanced upon this blog and to my unpleasant surprise when I came to this sentence, it said, "Persons who sleep for long hours are mostly victims to depression, mood swings, minor aches and anxiety.". Now, it may be minor aches because my buttbone is aching as I've been sitting in this very chair for hours. But, that was just today and yesterday night. What about the many previous nights? Depression, mood swings, anxiety. All involve feelings. I won't say I'm suffering from depression because if I do, it may seem unreal or bogus. I won't say I've got mood swings because if I do, it would seem ridiculous and bogus. I won't say I'm anxious because if I do, it may seem fake.
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But, that's not for you to judge, I know what I'm feeling and I'm not saying because I don't want to and I don't have to. I'm not sure why I am suffering from any of these three. I didn't know the cause of sleeping for long hours was depression, mood swings or anxiety. But I do know why I'm sleeping for long hours now and I won't say why. The rest of the post doesn't scare me, heart problems or diabetes, whatever. But, now that I know why I'm sleeping for long hours, I should do something about it. The solution? Alarm clocks. Back to Grey's Anatomy.
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Links you could go to for your own knowledge (click on words):
Depression
Mood Swings
Anxiety

Losing My Religion

My marinated Cajun chickens on the pit!
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Aiden! Damn cute right! =D
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Haha, hey, I just spent like $100,000,000 on properties. Damn heart pain. Oh, wait. Spent it in Mafia Wars. Hahahaha. I had like $400 millions inside my bank. Practically spent like 120 million on properties. LOL if only I had that amount of cash in my real bank NOW. Right. I've finished Season 2 of Grey's Anatomy! Hahaha, before you heave a sigh of relief, it doesn't stop at Season 2 in Grey's Anatomy, you know. Hahaha, there are like 4 more seasons and I'm catching up with the people who are watching the latest episodes of GA. Soooo, yeah. I'm like waiting for my Episode One of Season Three (it feels so good to say Season Three, or to type, but that's not the point, the point is...) but it can't load! Maybe it's because it's like this. Maybe I should try tomorrow.
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Anyway, school's starting next week. I am absolutely in a holiday mood and I hope I'll be able to adapt to the whole new environment as quickly as possible, because if I don't, being in a holiday mood would not only make my grades deteriorate but also make me more addicted to Grey's Anatomy. So, I should cut down. Right? Hahahaha. Seems like Grey's Anatomy has been the replacement for the fun with friends, well since I haven't hung out with my friends for a long time so if I were hanging out with my friends, I'd be laughing and all, but I haven't and I have been watching Grey's Anatomy and yeah, it has been making me laugh.
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Oh oh oh oh! Tomorrow night, I'm going to watch Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen at Great World City at around 9 p.m! I SO CAN'T WAIT! Going to the cinema for THIS movie is like... going to Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie's wedding (although it happened many years ago), it's like, going to see President Barack Obama. It's like, some historical memorable event. Hahaha. Although ratings gave it 0.5 - 2 stars, but, come on, it's Transformers. Surely they were critical only about the plot and NOT the action. But yeah, everyone's talking about how awesome it is and I might not be let down by the newspaper ratings! So, TRANSFORMERS, YAY!
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Hahaha, other than that, I'm just really hoping school would start as soon as possible. I may not be a fan of school but I think when it comes to prioritizing what you're a fan of, for instance, I'm also not a fan of boredom (I mean, NO ONE IS), I'd rather be not a fan of school than be bored. OK whatever. Haha another thing is, well, two McSpicys are currently unaware that a hungry stomach is willing to use it's mouth to masticate them. That's right. As of this moment, once my Dad's finished working, he'd get my 2 McSpicys for me. I'm as hungry as hell, even though I had Pan-Fried Fish for dinner, Maggi Mee an hour and a half earlier, and Chicken Porridge for lunch. Can't blame a hungry male teen, can you?

The Name Of The Game

There's a slight possibility that I might change my URL anytime. So you guys better prep yourselves up! Anyway, my Mom booked the tickets for Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen this Friday at Great World City at 9 p.m! We're gonna catch the movie at 9 and dinner before that. I can't wait for Transformers! Anyway, I'm already at Episode 22 of Grey's Anatomy. Hahaha, 5 more episodes and this season's a wrap! Season 3, I heard it's nicer. Since Preston Burke (Isaiah Washington) would be leaving the series due to some slurs between another cast T.R. Knight. And the reason why I think I'm feeling better is because I did some revision! OK, here's the thing. I had five assessment books in front of my table.

The top/first assessment book was my English TYS. I flipped through the book. OK, I'm so not doing that. Next was Chemistry. OK, I tried to do the questions but I'm a type of person who can only start when the rest is do-able, when it comes to assessment books. Because I don't want to cancel and be wrong on my first question. So, I skipped that Chemistry TYS. Then it was Biology. I did one Paper 3 (MCQ in another words). Which was the cells part. I got sick and tired when it came to Structured Questions when they just asked the same questions all over again. So I was tired so well, I stopped. Next book! Mathematics was just below it. No it obviously was. The fifth was the Advanced Vocabulary for 'O' Level English. Just seeing those hard words made me groggy. Then, it was back to Grey's Anatomy.

Alright, good night!

Battlefield

Woops. I think I just converted all of this into hate. Some thinks being indiscreet would make it seem all yada-yada precocious causing chagrin and as well as deriding the victim making the indiscreet innocent. Well, I'm not being indiscreet yet but I'm not saying I'm innocent as well. I'm willing to admonish but no, I think a little immaturiy would help by waiting for any further news. Until then, the beast/jerk will be back. You're in a battlefield waiting for any signals. Because, people, you're seeing Eugene's monsterous souls being unleashed. Just wait.

PS: I learnt some of these new words from tuition. Yeah, I could feel my vocabulary expanding.

The Limiting Height

Pepper Lunch for well, lunch. Grey's Anatomy for well, forever.

The Meaning Of Meaningless

My Monday went by like that. Waking up in the afternoon. Grey's Anatomy forever. Kovan's Chicken Rice. Purchased the TYS English, Maths, Chemistry and Biology at Toa Payoh right after having Kway Chap. Bough a different facial wash, turned out to be a whitening cream combined into a facial wash. You're looking at a new Singaporean Vampire. Everything's in a mess. Some knows I don't like mess. My tutor knows my graphs must be very neat and perfect. My mother knows I don't like my things dirty and unorganized. My friends know I can't leave things unsettled. But, half of it is settled. That's one step into making my headaches less... achy. My studies are totally neglected. But even that, I'm still feeling stressful. I've been marinated with the essence of Grey's Anatomy for a long long time.

It's just each time I thought there was everything, when it came right down to it, it was nothing. Like how each time I look forward to watching Grey's Anatomy, but when I watch it, all I want to watch is the drama and not the operations. Like how each time I look forward to another day but it all seemed the same. A wicked sadistic part of me wishes I get H1N1, because H1N1? Means hospitalized. Means death or recovery. Means you can get away from everything just by laying on a white-sheet bed. I don't want to die but every sharp needle pokes my brain and I may be the first in my family to get a heart attack. Wait. Is this me or is this too much of Grey's Anatomy? Maybe Grey's Anatomy was the antidote to me not feeling like this.

Just next week, I can forget about waking up in the afternoon. Or seeing the morning. So, I'm deciding I should wake up early today to see the morning turn hot and dark in the later part of the day. I can forget the reason why I'm awake now. School is my ultimate medicine, to keep me busy, occupied and putting EVERY worry aside. Oh man, the sound of 'School' is so delicious. But another part of me wishes I could just sink in boredom and have my bones filled with agony. Which reminds me, I need another vacation. I need a vacation. I'm so tongue-tied I just want to get away from everything. Besides the misses and others, a vacation is what I really really really really need. I shall talk to my Dad about it. Just a vacation where I can go relax somewhere, not spend any cash and just be relaxed. They don't have to give me a lot of money, just a couple of fifties, off to a resort. Once I come back, I'll be happy. I think I can promise everyone that.

The pursuit of happiness. Gosh, that feels sooooo good.

Chocolate Helps

Soooo, my cousins came back from Switzerland, Italy and Dubai and just this topic, there are so many things I've got to update you guys! Most of those topics aren't confirmed yet, but it's up for discussion! First and foremost, I've tasted the chocolate my Aunt gave us, bought from Switzerland, and I swear, OOOOOOOOH MYYYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDD. Can I use heavenly orgasmic? I mean, I know orgasmic goes with something sexual and heavenly has to do with glory and holiness, so putting heavenly orgasmic sounds like Jesus and Lucifer are best friends. No, not heavenly orgasmic then. It's HEAVENLY. It's DELICIOUS. My spirits practically lifted so high that it defied the laws of gravity. It was so sensual, so tasty, so yummy, so chocolaty, so ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I LOVE THESE CHOCOLATE. They're the best. I can practically DIE in a bathtub of these melted chocolate. Wah. Thinking about it, I feel so good. Wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah. This is like the BEST FEELING EVER. I know, the endorphins and all that shit stuff right. But, have you ever wondered that GOOD QUALITY CHOCOLATE releases GOOD QUALITY ENDORPHINS. I'm feeling sooooo high now.
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Even the chocolate in my teeth still releases some endorphins. I'm like seriously seriously feeling so high now. NOT SO GOOD QUALITY CHOCOLATE, chocolate such as, no offense maybe, Cadbury? Yeah, it probably produces BAD QUALITY ENDORPHINS. So you probably feel high for like a very very short while. But after tasting this Swiss choc, I'm like oooohhhh my God. I can't stop talking about it. I just feel like screaming and laughing in joy. Somebody probably added a tiny dosage of Ecstasy. Hmm... Other than that, I should stop before I make this post all about chocolate instead of what I was supposed to talk about.
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OK, next thing up. High possibility that we'd be employing a new domestic worker, a maid in another term, possibly from Myanmar? No Filipinos. No Sri Lankans. Most likely, it's not Filipinos nor Sri Lankans, that's all. But, since everything at home is adding unnecessary burdens, I figure a maid would be the solution to everything. Money may be a slight problem but we're willing to sacrifice that for a better convenience. Few things we can be assured of once we get a maid: No more worries about having to decide what food to eat, no more worries about our laundry, our ironed uniforms, no more worries about Aiden's needs, no more worries about domestic areas like, making beds, wiping windows, cleaning fans. These problems cause extra stress, worry and anxiety. I figured everyone would be happier with a maid around to do the unnecessary.
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Third next thing! Well, since my cousins went to these three major places, they've received 5 free tickets to parts of China and Hong Kong and they were thinking about handing it over to us. I think. But thing is, it's quite boring to go China again. Although I've been wanting to go HK my whole life, China's a must-stop destination as well, which, is not an ideal place for any of us now that we've been there before and didn't like it. But, I'm looking forward to an overseas trip, and hopefully it'll be this month again? Hahahahaha. Remember my post about me having to find my own personal drugs to make me feel better? Well, this is a golden opportunity.
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And not a place that we're planning to go now, but seems like Turkey would be the next country we would go if we would be richer. The kebabs, the meat, the rice. Man, damn hungry for more oversea trips.
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Other than that, I used my Cajun Chicken marinate for some chicken wings and we barbecued it at my First Aunt's house and it was SUPERB AGAIN! I swear! My Aunt said it was nice, my mother said it was nice, my father said it was nice, my brother said it was nice, I said it was nice. Hahaha, not only did I add Cajun seasoning, I added other ingredients. That's why it's awesome leh! Hahahaha! I can't wait to make some more marinated Cajun chicken parts.
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Anyway, BBQ dinner was awesome. We not only had food, we all sat down, the adults, the teenagers and the child (my younger brother who's the youngest of all the cousins). The rest are all older than 15. I'm like the third youngest. My elder brother is the oldest along with another cousin who's the only female and the same age as my elder brother as well. The rest are between that range. So yeah, we all sat down, joked and talked. Hahaha, damn awkward when everyone was finding a topic to talk and after laughing about one topic, total silence. That continued for like throughout the whole dinner, except everyone had finished eating already. Haha, but it was cool. Enjoyed the conversations. Alright, I'll go watch Grey's Anatomy now! Have a good night! =D

The Sun Has Risen

Well, tuition was fun. Plus, the tutors are like RICH. My Maths tutor gives $5 to the first person who answers his Maths question correctly. My English tutor gives $50 Popular Vouchers to whoever gets the highest for Comprehension, upon 25. And I'm like, WOAH. FIFTY? I could use that voucher to buy Ten Years Series man! Seriously! Not only that, if no one gets the highest, as in if there's a tie, he'll add the $50 to the next comprehension prize. Which means, if no one gets the highest for this comprehension, the next comprehension, whoever gets the highest, gets $100. I'm like seriously astonished. Hahaha. Hope I can get that $50 voucher! After tuitions, walked a little bit with Jasmine and Yong Wei, then had Chicken Rice with YW and we bought MUFFINS! Hahahaha. The muffin's awesome. Alright, I'm just going to watch Episode 2 of Grey's Anatomy Season 2, and after that, my family and I will be heading to my Aunt's house for a BBQ dinner. Bye!

Not At All Mutual For You

Hey, guess it's morning, eh? Alright, basically I downloaded Mozilla Firefox for one main purpose: To watch all my TV series. And, I did, for that matter. Plus, I was so bored I had to find something to do. I did, for that matter. And I completed Grey's Anatomy Season One! Yeah, I know. It's just 9 episodes. But, I hope I can finish all five seasons by the end of this holiday. I know, I know, I should study. But what the hell, right? Not only have I been watching Grey's Anatomy, I've also been watching 24 Season 7. Haha, I know, what the hell, right? Like, why can't I watch one series at a time. I don't know. Not only have I been watching Grey's Anatomy and 24, I have also started watching How I Met Your Mother. Gosh. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's like a drug. A drug that made you so high, blocked out all your sensory neurones so much so that you couldn't feel a single thing and now the effect's lasting and you're back to reality and you've got the pain coming, slowly, increasing, as the effect of that drug decreases.
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I don't know. I've had the worst feelings ever. I'm just at the bottom peak of everything. It's so stressful, it's so confusing, it's so hard. When did, whoever or God said you had to care about all of this? What if I don't want to? What if I just want to not want to to be able to make myself better? Want to know my personal drugs? TV series, and the recent trip to Malaysia. Those were the drugs.
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The drugs that simply put everything, every damn thing that has caused worries, aside. I just want to be set free. I want to be numb. I want that feeling that's dying to come back. I don't want the feeling that I've been avoiding and have been waiting to avoid. I want the adrenaline. I want to scream my lungs out so my worries can all eff off. I want that stupid bald patch that is caused due to STRESS to just freaking grow some hair. I want my pimples to just fly to somewhere else, on whoever. I want my head to stop aching each time a worry comes. I want paracetamol.
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I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm as confused as ever. It's probably the holidays that's making me as lonely as ever because I know this feeling. I've felt it. I'm at my worst. I don't know what to eat for the past months. I don't know what to do to motivate myself for the many months ago. I want to give up but even giving up needs some plan and some plan needs some worries. Even as everything falls apart, I know I'll pick them up again because I did at the end of last year. But I'm not sure how long I'll be able to hold on. Thanks Anonymous for the call. Really missed you and I'm in need of some serious help. Thanks to the rest, you know who you are and I don't need to name names and I'm hinting you but don't make yourself obvious, for standing by my side. Oh and if you genuinely don't care, don't act like you do because it seriously disgusts me.
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It's that time of the year again.

We Break, Finish, Run.

Hahaha, just a retarded photo. Anyway, want to know what I did? OK, I woke up at 12 pm, totally did absolutely nothing but quizzes on Facebook, watched Prison Break Season 4, till now. I watched The Ultimatum too! Oh and PRISON BREAK 4 ROCKS! Totally! Although it's sad something happened. Spoilers are clear. I repeat, no spoilers. But, oh well, something tells me there's a Season 5. Remember how Jack Bauer from 24, something happened to him? Well, the next season, he was back. So, my gut feeling is there MIGHT be a Prison Break Season 5. Who knows? Hahahaha. Besides this controversial topic, and speaking of which in that matter, H1N1 is currently reported to have attacked 77 people in Singapore.

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But, well, let us all look at a different side. What if someone is a carrier? I mean, is there such a thing as someone being a carrier of IDK, Aids, HIV, colour-blindness, or H1N1? I mean, I think it's possible. A carrier is someone who has the disease but is not at all affected by it. Which means, he or she could transmit it to anyone he or she likes. It's like what you saw in 28 Weeks Later. The wife was a carrier, she was meant to be a zombie, but she was too immune to it, everyone thought she seemed fine, especially her husband. Her husband kissed her. The husband turned into a zombie. Voila.

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There obviously must be another way one can be immune to H1N1, so I'm guessing, if one is immune, wouldn't that cause havoc and chaos here? Since everyone thinks that person's fine and so they don't bother running tests to make sure he's not H1N1 positive, then, the person gets to roam the streets free and while roaming 'em, he's passing his love to people who aren't immune. Now that's a controversy. Mwah!

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UPDATE: Let us all welcome my new column, Posts Of The Year 2009! Hahaha! By right, my Favourite Makan Places post was supposed to be under this column, but since for whoever knows what reason, in future, my taste may change or I may have tasted new awesome things, I could then easily edit and add in more places! So, as you all may or may not have noticed, I added a few more dishes and my favourite locations that sell these dishes under the FMP column. And as for my POTY '09, I just want to let everyone know that this column contains all the posts that may or may not be interesting to you because I don't care, but it was interesting to me.

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Either it was hilarious, or something you should know about, or something major that happened, or all three. To sum it all up, these posts are so called the highlighted ones, or rather, the special ones. There'll definitely be more to come, so as the list continues, I may have to reorganize the different compartments of this blog layout (as you have already noticed that the I'm On Facebook column is already now at the top of the right column, above all columns), so as to make everything in order. I guess that's about it! Enjoy the so-called new look!

Wonder

ME! Wearing my new shirt bought from M'sia! Woke up at 1 p.m. today and had tuition at 4.30 pm with Yong Wei. Hahaha, tuition was as usual funny. But, I think I went overboard. I kind of laughed at someone's answers accidentally. It was totally unintentional and I just laughed all of a sudden! I have laughed at people's English but this person was just some innocent victim being mocked at. Hahaha, I feel so guilty. But, ahhh, what the heck. After English, bought lots of food from Old Chang Kee and some muffin stall. For the past 3-5 hours, I've been blogging about my M'sia trip. It's all completed. You guys can check them out! WARNING: THOSE POSTS ARE REALLY LONG! Have a great weekend ahead!

Malaysia Trip (Genting & KL) Day Four

Day Four: 8 a.m. till 10 p.m. (17th June 2009)

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Breakfast buffet. The BEST breakfast EVER!!!

HAHA, and on my plate, we have potatoes, banana pancakes, turkey bacons, ham, chicken masala and two sunny side ups! Oh, plus maple syrup! I was soo hungry, I had Strawberry Yoghurt and some taco thingy.
There's Feta cheese, sour cream and some lemon on this sector-like bread. Plus chocolate croissants and another bacon!

Went for a swim to kill time!

Oh, the pool's damn dirty.

HAHAHA and I look damn skinny!

And then it was goodbye to every place I've been to, the swimming pool, the shopping mall, my hotel room...

We checked out, but we placed our luggages inside the hotel, some storage room they provided and we went to check out the Petronas Tower! Suria KLCC was just beside, the mall has Gucci, Marc Jacobs, Prada, Jimmy Choo, Rolex and so many other designer shops. Damn cool lah!

We had Nandos! And OMG, I really missed Nandos ever since I tried it in Australia! Now that I found it in Malaysia, I HAD TO EAT IT AGAIN! And not to waste the time and feel remorseful again, I decided to have two meals!

The Extremely Hot Peri Peri wasn't that hot, it was like Chicken Rice chilli.

1/4 chicken with Mediterranean Rice and Grilled Vegetables.

Ordered another 1/2 chicken but my mother took the other half of the half-chicken.

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Spot me!

We were in the bus at 3 p.m. ready to leave Malaysia!

and HELLO SINGAPORE!

Days before the trip, when I got my ringgits. Hahahaha.

Yep! Overall, I did enjoy the trip. It was stress-relieving and it was certainly awesome! Genting Highlands? I could go again, but definitely not with my family, I'm looking for travel mates who could withstand any type of pressure and are very spontaneous and can take up a challenge. Not those who would get freaked out at a kiddy ride, thus, wasting money. Kuala Lumpur, if those who wants to go KL for shopping purposes, be able to follow me or yourself and walk for hours and hours. If you're up for thrilling rides, long shopping walking hours, you're my type! Hahahaha! Alright, I'm damn tired. I finally finished all four posts of the trip. Byeeee!